Yesterday it was jacelyn's birthday and it wasn't grand but was simple and had alot of meaning to it. Because on that day, we could just sit down, take pictures, eat cake and not fight. =) Jacelyn turned 22 years old yesterday... we are getting old old old..

And she got flowers from Addison? So jealous~~~~~

birthday gal cutting cake ohhhh~~~

Group photo and SMILEEEEE~~~~~~ I want teeth shown, ok~~

This is Cheryl and Me. Notice the difference in height! Wah lau eh!

This is me and Linda. She is also tall.. I think she is about the same height as cheryl.

Anna and me. It was so hard to get a picture with her but the result was awesome. We both had our teeth out for the photo.. This is what i call smiling with teeth shown.

It was a very simple birthday and I wanted to put more pictures here but something was wrong with my photobucket so i could only upload a photo. In this photo is Tingang (Solomon), Kedung (Rachel),Birthday Gal (Fiona) and Yoke Mei (Karen). Of course I was not in the picture cos someone had to take the picture right???? My baby sister is 19 already this year.

but i think someone else when kinky with the cake~ Kedung!! (ewww!)

and Yoke Mei couldn't wait any longer for the cake

Me looking ugly with my pretty birthday gal.. regretted not having a better picture of me taken

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FIONA~~~~~

OH YA.. ANOTHER PICTURE OF HER WON'T HURT, RIGHT??? HEHE HEHE

Forever

All my life you've been there for me
To show me right from wrong
When I was down you're arms would carry me
when I was weak you were so strong
That's why it's been so hard for me to see you go
I need you in my life
I couldn't say the things I wanted to say
Though I really didn't try to tell you....

Chorus

If the stars fell from the sky
And if the rivers all run dry
I'll be here with you forever and ever
And if the raindrops never fall
and there's no-one for you to call
I'll still be here with you forever and ever and ever

How can life just be taken away
When you had so much to do
If you were here just for one more day
I could have said these things to you
See I'm all grown up but still a part of you
Now I feel like a child
I never thought tI could feel so lost
I only wish that I had tried to say that....

Chorus
When you held me
Never knew those arms would go away
I believed you
When you said that you were here to stay
Then I lost you
And I lost myself along the way
I don't know if I can ever find myself again

Chorus

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Daddy,

Today marks the 100th day since you have left us to be with our Father. It is still so hard to believe that time flew by in a pace so fast that it didn't give time for me to settle down with my sorrow.

I miss you so much. Will be visiting you in the afternoon after class. I think mum left early this morning to visit you. We all miss you.

There is so many thing I want to say to you and complain to you. I'll save until I visit you later k.

God, give us strength to live through today with feeling of comfort that our dad is by your side. Amen

Daddy, I dedicate this to you. If I had in any way have a choice, I wish you were here home with me but I know I can't. Wait for me, daddy. Till we meet again in heaven. I love you and miss you always.

God has not promised skies always blue

flower-strewn pathways all our lives through

God has not promised sun without rain

Joy without sorrow, peace without pain.

God has not promised smooth roads and wide

swift easy travel needing no guide

God has not promised that we shall not bear

many a burden, many a care.

But God has promised strength for the day

rest for the labour, light for the way

Grace for the trials, help from above

unfailing sympathy, undying love

"The God of all comfort cares for His hurting, weary children. He waits to hear our cry, waits to lift us out of the pit and hold us close to His heart. When he has nourised and strengthened us, then He will teach us how to walk in the calm as well as in the wind."  -- Susan Lenzkes

Later in the afternoon, I will be having lunch with Alex. He is one of the close guy friends that I have apart from Robin. The experience of meeting him was a funny experience. He got my phone number from someone and wanted to be my friend. We started to sms each other, talked on the phone and then at least, we met for the first time at Damai Beach. I was there with my friends and he drove all the way up to meet me. It was so sweet.

From then onwards, we still keep in contact, go out for lunches or suppers, introduce friends, i met his girlfriend who is a sweet girl and trying out new places. Actually, our common interest would be food. Today will be the first time I meet him again for lunch since my dad death. I still don't know how to start a conversation with him but then, this is Alex, a guy I feel comfortable with.

So, there are a few guys who play an importance to my life. This includes, Robin (Pang), Hudson (my cousin), Julian (my cousin), Alex (Ah Hui), Christopher (Ah Up), Hawel and Jimmy. This list used to include my dad but since I can't anymore. I will make a new list for him. Important man in my life : My dad.

It's almost lunch, got to get ready

"Begin doing what you want to do now. We are not living in eternity. We
have only this moment, sparkling like a star in our hand -- and melting
like a snowflake."

~ Marie Beyon Ray

Dear Lord,

I thank You for this day.

I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. 

Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.

Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things.Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through God's eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of God.

And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example-to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart.

Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others.  Keep me strong that I may help the weak. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those who are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those who are ! misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those who will delete this without sharing it with others.  I pray for those who don't believe. But I thank you that I believe.

I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray
for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met.

I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly.

This is my prayer.

In Jesus' Name, Amen.

This is a very old black-n-white photo of my dad during his young years. During that time, having a picture of yourself is a big deal because camera's at that time was expensive and rare. I still keep his old camera. I think this is his earliest picture. My dad is good looking, ain't he? :)

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

True friendship never ends.

Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.

A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug>until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come tru. LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.

To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

The Satok Bridge that has been with us for so long has fallen. Let us bow our head in silence over this sad & tragic news.

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Satok

Satok suspension bridge collapses


KUCHING — The Satok suspension bridge, one of the city’s oldest landmarks, collapsed early today.

No casualties were reported in the incident which occurred at about 4.15am. Residents reported hearing a loud exploding sound from the direction of the bridge at about that time. The incident caused water supply to Kampung Gita to be cut. For safety purpose, electricity supply to nearby villages were disconnected.

Deputy Chief Minister, Tan Sri Alfred Jabu, who is also Infrastructure Development and Communications Minister, is expected to hold a meeting at his office here today to discuss the action to be taken.

The 130-metre bridge, built in 1926 by the Brooke administration, was the only link between Kuching with a cluster of villages across the river. However, since the major flood in 1963, the bridge was no longer used
by traffic. A pipe was installed along the bridge to supply water from a tank in Matang to the villages. Since 1973, people started using a concrete bridge built beside the Satok suspension bridge.

A resident of Kampung Kudei, Ali Abon, 70, expressed sadness over the incident, saying that the bridge had served the people for many years.
Like a few other residents interviewed, he hoped the government would rebuild the bridge as it was a historical landmark of Kuching.


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It has been almost a week since I have updated this blog. This is duely because Inti has a one week study break before our deadly FINALS and I decided out of no choice to stay away from the virtual world. Now I AM BACK! but am not sure for how long.

Oh yea~ so what happened when I was away in the real world. Well, nothing much. I sent my car for servicing especially for the brakes because I don't feel safe driving the car. Would you drive a car that still can moves eventhough you have already pulled up the handbrakes and pressed hard on the brake paddles? I would think not.

I had the best apple-pear crumble with vanilla ice-cream at Auntie Esther's home. It as soooo good that I had to go for a second service and want to learn how to make it. Just between you and me, I HATE cooking. I find it very troublesome to do the preparation, making and then the washing.. especially the washing. It is okay if the food turns out right, but if the food I am making didn't turn out as I expect it to be, well... the hell with the washing.

For Alicia's birthday present, me and Davin had gone all around town trying to find the suitable presents to give her. I honestly do not know what to give to a 10 year old girl especially her but I manage to gather up some stuffs for her pratical use. In this modern age, I do not believe in giving away dolls or toys as birthday presents. I find it not practical and would be a hassle in keeping them. So, keep in mind, not give me dolls or other cutey decorations for my birthday. I have no place to keep them.

Now I am in Inti's computer lab where (i have mentioned before that) I can use the internet for free and soon have to submit all my assignments. Honestly speaking, I out of free will have not done most of my assignments and am not sure of how the lecturers reactions will be once I inform them the bad news. So, sue me. :P

Three drunks were sitting at a bar.

The first one said... "I went in my daughter's room, looked in the drawer and found a pack of cigarettes."

He paused. "I didn't even know she smoked!"

The second drunk said... "I can beat that! I went into my daughters room, looked in the closet and found a case of beer. I didn't even know she
drank!"

The first two looked at the third as he begin to speak.. "I can beat that! I went into my daughter's room and looked under her pillow. I found a pack
of condoms!!!"

He paused... "I didn't even know she had a p*nis!!!"